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I never thought I would go. Thought I would get the chance. I am so not excited now. Never being able to go.

I really wanted it. So badly. Yet the only thing stopping me is that I do not have the money to purchase the tickets I wanted. I do not want to talk about it anymore. Have been sulking in front of the computer, hidding in my room the whole day through already. Did not even want to get out of bed.