Cheer 2008

XX Yes.. last weekend was the Cheer 2008 competition. 12th and 13th July 2008.



Well.. It's a normal event for us where cheer leading teams from all over Malaysia comes to Bukit Jalil Putra stadium to compete for the semi-finals and the finals. So for both days, Saturday and Sunday, about 43 teams showed up. I think. Haha.. I was not there on Saturday. And.. ! I went there late on Sunday! :( Well.. Obviously I missed a few great teams like Dynamitez from SMK DJ as well as others like my secondary school cheer leading team Blitzerz.. Lol Sad though. Haha.. Anyway.. There were obviously more people on Sunday compared to Saturday as it was the finals. I managed to watched a few teams performed and one all boys team. I can't remember their name though but they were awesomely good! Yes.. Newcomers.. and practically WOW! Haha.. Well.. So it's not really a surprise that they bagged the Newcomer Award. :) Well.. I enjoyed the show.. but not much to say as I missed most of the teams performance.. So all I did was to wait until the end to hear the results.


Champions - Shirtliff from SM Seri Bintang Utara
1st Runner-up - Dynamitez from SMK DJ
2nd Runner-up - Stunners All-Boys from Sri KDU


And wow. I mean.. WOW! Shirtliff bagged 3awards this year.. One for err.. Best Showmanship, One is the champion and.. another.. I did not hear what was it. Haha.. :) Anyway.. Enjoy the videos here. It's a little blur I think.. =S

Titans

Vulcanz All-Girls

Cyclonez

Cyrens

Stunners All-Girls

Calyx

Stunners All-Boys

Dynamitez

Shirtliff

Alright.. Here are some videos from the 1st day or the 2nd day of the competition.. The place was totally packed with people!! Lol And there were other events going on as well around that area so.. Lol. wow. But yeah. cheer.. It was always fun to see those performances, cheer for your team as well as listen to the host. Oh yeah.. I forgot to mentioned huh? The host is the same, that will be Jien. There's another guy but I dun't know who he is so.. I'm so sorry about that. Hehe.. Lol. Ah yes.. Last but not least.. Charm All-Stars :) They ARE GOOD! >.<

Charm All-Stars

alright then.. enjoy the videos and you guys can find more at you know which site.. :)

http://www.youtube.com/


There.. The Dynamitez Macot. :) I find that amusing last year.. X)

I hope i can get pictures soon.. :)

Lets hope next year's Cheer 2009 i would not be late again =S
Cheers.. >.<

For Cayman :)

Xx Alrighty.. Hahaha.. This is for Cayman. Hahaha.. Well.. As well as those people who does not know how to read Chinese. I'll shorten it. Because I can't really translate the whole story into ENGLISH words.. Lol. So I'll just write out what this story is all about. :)

To start off.. This story is about this girl that likes this guy but he's not always around when he promised the girl that he'll take care of her. That he won't hurt her.. But yet the guy went away, leaving the girl all alone where she cried every time she thinks of the guy. In the end, that girl had an accident and was in a critical condition where this guy finally came back. A little pathetic here though but its just a story. Well.. Hahaha.. I'm not much of a translator or what.. Lol. Anyway.. hope you guys out there reading this understands what I'm saying here. Haha..

Cheers.. >.<

男孩回来了

(女孩的写诗)

As you stand there, empty-handed

Or have you too turned from this world?

Were there be Two instead of One?

Who knows, but promised,

Behold you, smile and alter and prattle and…

<<牵牵牵手>>

如果那一天我没有特意在春来的风逗留，已经开始带着湿湿的黏感的风，像夏天像刚刚经过海面，我注意到了，所以停下脚步，想等这阵风穿越这座城市的暖流。

“我想知道答案，可以告诉我吗？”

不 是故意偷听，不过那女孩的声音却能吸引我，因为女孩的脸蛋不管多还看，一旦看多了，不单会觉得腻，而且还会因怎么看都一样而让人反胃；但声音却只能是可遇 不可求。况且，声音。。是所有情感的真实透镜，永远是真实的，不能做假。而就在课室的走廊外，女孩得天独地厚地拥有这样的声音，问着眼前的男孩。声沉而浓 厚情感的语调。

男孩靠在墙上，头仰着天，仿佛在沉思。眼里的流沙迷惘而深邃，让人抓不透的情。他紧紧握着拳头，却又放松。同一个动作，重复了好几次。

“我。。。不会在伤害你。我。。。会报护你。。”

男孩终于开口了，像是在宣誓般。但女孩只是背对着他，仿佛只有落寞，没有欢喜。过了许久，女孩转向了他，但我却看不清她的表情。她那头的白头依然强烈，她的肩线上游璀璨的天光。女孩不再答应，只低下了头。沉默，让两人陷进无奈中。

“我说的是真的。从今天起，换我来守护你。”

男孩走走近了她，却意外瞧见她眼里的那一丝丝的银线。怜惜的酸处瞬间化开。想举起手，环绕她仿佛扛下了几千重的细小肩膀，但却当下不敢有所妄为。

“惠。。。” 心疼着她的男孩，只能轻轻地唤起女孩的名字。

“是种安慰吗？是纯粹只是想要慰藉吗？”

女孩抬起了头，隔着眼镜片的眼睛，深邃的让人心动。她望着男孩，仿佛期待着她想要的答复。有一段时间，我读不出男孩眼底那缕错愕到底是什么意思。但原来，男孩还是没答腔。女孩眼里的失望，只能想泪水般，摇摇欲坠，跌进了无声的空间。那是种寂寞。

“不管怎样，我都接受。对不起。这是。。。我最后一次给你依靠。”

语毕，女孩缓缓走近了男孩的胸膛，轻轻地抱了他。我发现她一直在发抖，不知什么原因，但我想，那绝不是天气的关系。满生涩地，她就像从前那样，无数次地只能成为男孩失落的依靠。男孩给她的心痛与回忆，她想划下句点。

“不是安慰，这。。。不是。我能确定，惠。这不是种安慰。。”

男孩终于举起了臂膀，把女孩的弱小身子埋进胸膛。女孩征住了，泪水部在固执。一直以为的安慰，真的结束了吗？

我转过身，不想再聆听他们之间的谈话。因为我知道，接下来的路之剩空虚，当男孩与女孩的回忆开始，所属我的回忆，只是空壳。没有核心。

我从不记得回忆也需要勇气，那也是因为喜欢你的心意，也是因为不想辜负所有岁月的存在而来的。我们, 牵手 一直走到最后, 好吗？

<<情人节>>

在晴朗午后，天空开始有了哀伤的情绪。阴沉沉得让人觉得心里所有的哭诉都想随着即将下临的雨水一起流逝。我就坐在女孩和男孩的面前，眼底泛着悲伤。但我的存在是虚拟的。他们只是低着头，看着各自的书。我看得出，任何一方的思想其实早已飞走了。

男孩突然转过身面对着女孩。欲言又止，只轻轻地把手放在女孩头上，抚摸着。我清楚看出男孩眼里的那份怜惜的悸动。两人一直逃避的问题，即将开幕。男孩要离开了.

(男孩离开后的日子)

“逸，你好吗？好想哭，但却不敢哭。因为答应你不哭了。我想你。抱抱好吗？”

看 着女孩流着泪，把刚写好的字条，慢慢对折，放进了一个粉红色的布袋。布袋里头已装了不少的字条。女孩真傻，每每写字条都会哭泣。固执的泪水沾湿了字条，女 孩就会把字条收在另一个盒子，不想把沾有泪水的字条给男孩。不想让男孩心疼。然后，拿新的纸开始写新的。每一张的内容都不一样，但字字句句都包含女孩的思 念。

因为承诺，让女孩开始等待，开始压抑。哭，不都是女孩的权力吗？可男孩，却要女孩不许哭。剥夺了女孩哭泣的权力。

我心疼着，却不能上前给予安慰。女孩，一个傻瓜就这样每天哭着入睡。受委屈时，也只能对空气说话。心里却希望远方的男孩能听见。但，我心想，男孩有没忘了女孩呢？

还记得情人节那天，女孩守着电话一整夜，期待着男孩或许会打个电话回来。但，失望却成为她当天唯一的陪伴。女孩那天还发着高烧，但男孩却不在。

只见女孩，吃力地拿起笔和纸，简单地写下了一句，便带着眼角泪水的残余，缓缓睡去。

“逸，我病了。发高烧。。没人理我，你也不理我了。。。”

我躺在女孩身边，望着女孩红彤的脸，心里暗骂男孩的不是。

女孩在字条里，一句也没提到情人节，我想，她一定是不想男孩日后自责。女孩的用心，像是夜里那蟋蟀，无怨无悔的为寂寞的夜，添上一点的存在感。

每个周末，男孩传简讯给女孩。但，男孩却好忙。明明只有一天的时间，却啬于抽出时间多陪陪女孩。女孩也体谅地等待男孩放下工作。如果，真的可以重新选择，女孩还会选择等待吗？

曾经有人这么问过女孩，女孩想了很久。只见她笑了笑，说道：“会，我还是会等他。。。因为我爱他。”

简单一句我爱他，让周围的人都沉默下来。女孩的笑容，让人觉得女孩的傻劲让她幸福，但有谁懂女孩在夜里已经哭过无数次。

我想，对女孩来说，幸福就是寂寞。

我 以为，谈恋爱不比最头疼的三涵数困难；我以为，在曲折的感情最终也会流入幸福的大海；我以为，我的以为是如此天经地义。谁知道，我的以为最后还只是以为。 人在脆弱的时候，往往会忽略身边还有许多比悲伤重要的事物。连回忆都失去勇气的我，满脑子想着，是最后了。我们的承诺，会不会是永远的呢？

<<越爱越难过>>
房间的灯打开了却也无法照亮黑夜。女孩缓缓走近窗口，关上了它，也像是关上了自己的心。还被风吹得很冷的电话响着，但在另一端却空荡荡的让女孩心久久都开始怀念那个夏天，那个他们一起度过的时光。

“那会是我们爱情国度里最美的时间吗？可。。我还想要更多的甜蜜，只与你逸。可。。。是我太贪心了吗？给你压力了吗？”女孩自言自语地说着。就在今夜，女孩对男孩说出了心里压抑很久的话。

“我不告诉你我的生活，因为我觉得这里没有你，我的每一天都很难熬。可你却不一样。没有我，你更快乐了。逸，我的情话在多，你也不曾当一回事。我的信息，永远只是有往无回。是你的冷，造成让你不习惯的我。”

我看着女孩一边望这电话，一边紧握双拳。她哭得好惨，仿佛心被掏空了一样。

对，我想或许女孩爱上男孩的那一刻，她的心注定被掏空。空虚，是那不懂得如何去哄女孩的心，一直以来所给的。虽然如此，可女孩却还在原地等待。

如果还能遇见，女孩说她希望不要再后退，自己哭红了双眼，但她的心却还留在原地。

是最后了吗？女孩想离开了。

我看着女孩闭着红红的双眼，顿时心里紧紧一缩。这么久了，我才第一次有想哭得冲动。女孩。男孩。他们。。会有未完的故事吗？我不知道，但却知道不久后是未来的那天。

<<为你写诗>>

永 远，包含着曾经是现在的过去，曾经是未来的现在，还有无限无限延伸的未来。女孩对男孩说，给他的爱情，让两人学习成长。但如果男孩一后不在记得女孩，那时 间便不再有任何意义。女孩不会存在于男孩的记忆中的任何一稀，甚至在“永远”里也找不到属于他们的过去，那更别说是让他们学习成长的爱情。

女孩说这些话时，男孩是多么的开心，因为男孩以为女孩，不再对未来怀抱恐惧，和男孩一起携手镇守爱情。男孩没看见，在女孩心里的那道疤痕如今越来越清晰。为了不让男孩受伤，让男孩从过去的阴影脱离，女孩一直努力给予男孩她所有的好。爱情是一种怪事,男孩的笑容是唯一宗旨.爱情是一种本事,女孩在男孩心里什么位置?为男孩,女孩做了太多的傻事.为他写诗,为他静止,为他做不可能的事,为他失去理智,但却把自己的梦隐藏起来， 去实现男孩所有的梦。

把手机关上。女孩不再等待，不在期盼。不说分手。或许不再见面。或许只是短暂的分离。但女孩心里，还是希望男孩能赶回来，至少是为了她而回来。但男孩始终没为了女孩而回来。女孩也并没有伤心落泪。

地板的东西散乱满地。我走近女孩，缓缓蹲下，捡起地上的东西。

男孩写给女孩的情书。

男孩写给女孩的字条。

男孩曾带回家的国旗。

男孩小时候的旧相片。

男孩送给女孩的吊饰。

男孩送给女孩的玩偶。

还有,男孩给女孩的回忆和失望。

“为什么你可以这样？为什么把所有的记忆都留给我呢？为什么不把回忆全带走。。？我想忘记你。。。”

女孩自言自语地睡去。

我看着女孩，无助得可怜。何必为了那男孩，而这样糟踏自己呢？不值得啊！

女孩好傻。这是我第二次流泪了。为女孩，也是为我自己。

有时候，我觉得白色是寂寞的颜色，但换个角度想；它，不也是从七才的拥挤的折射对比下而容不下纯粹的意境吗？往后的你，能在茫茫人海中看见我对你的思念吗？

<<我的自传>>

“请联络伤者的家人。我们院方会尽力抢救伤者。放心吧。”

女孩在过马路时被车意外撞伤了。那时，女孩正打算去买蛋糕。买给男孩的蛋糕。虽然男孩没回来，没联络。但女孩却想为他庆祝，男孩也不知情。

我望着浑身是血的女孩。何必呢？不值得。望得出神时，我意外发现男孩就在抢救室门外。惊恐地想望进来。

男孩回来了。我征住了。我思念的男孩回来的。真的回来了。

我走出抢救室，伸手想拥抱他。但。。。我的身体却穿了过去，触碰不到。

“萍！我回来了啊。。。我回来了。。对不起。。我爱你。。你一定要醒来。。继续我们的故事。惠。。”

男孩就这样跪在抢救室前，哭着唤着我的名字。

我急忙回到急诊室里，回到了女孩的身体，附了上去。

“鲁都。。鲁都。。”

“逸。。。。”

我感觉自己的心跳恢复了。手，开始有了知觉。

“耶~幸好。手术成功。赶快送进加护病房。”

“是”

接着，我便昏睡了。大概是离开身体太久，排徊在记忆的边原, 我的灵魂累了吧。

逸，我的逸真的回来了。我暗自庆幸。我的梦，会继续吧？

到最后，我还是放不下你。因为有你，让我有勇气去回忆，有勇气继续对生命有所期望，也期待往后的每一天。你懂吗？

写故事的人：火星人

http://www.musiclovestory.lifelogger.com

How guys express their love

XX Ok. Tel me how true can that be? For what I think.. I don't know about the guy lying on the bed thinking part or some of them, but what I can say is yes there are some very true indeed! :) And actually that's the same that goes for us girls :) True indeed! so people.. It's up to you to decide on this. Just to understand them better.. Right? Maybe.. Haha.. Enjoy >.<


When a GUY is quiet and is alone,

He's is thinking how good you're.

When a GUY is lying on his bed,

He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,

He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you're.

When a GUY answers 'I'm Fine' after awhile,

He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same question,

He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,

He is wishing that you belongs to him forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,

He miss you and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,

He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY smses u everyday,

He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,

He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live without you,

He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.

When a GUY says 'I Miss You',

He wants to see you immeditely.

A Place Called Here - Cecelia Ahern

XX I'm so sorry about not blogging for the past few days.. Well.. I've been a little frustrated on what I'm about to do after or before I take my results that will be coming out on August 11th. Anyway.. here's the latest updates. I've recently read a book by Cecelia Ahern. Her books are pretty nice.. So.. This book I read, "A Place Called Here". Interesting.

Have you ever wonder where do missing things go? Hahaha.. Well.. If you are up for some nice mystery type of story then go for this book. Lol. Yeah.. Anything is possible with Cecelia Ahern. I'll give you a bit of the story line. Mind you. Ever since the day her classmate Jenny-May Butler vanished, Sandy Shortt has been haunted by what happens when something - or someone - disappears. finding has become her goal. Jack Ruttle is desperate to find his younger brother Donal who vanished into thin air a year ago. So when he spots an ad for Sandy's missing persons agency, he's certain that she will answer his prayers and find his missing brother. But then Sandy disappears too, stumbling upon a place that is a world away from the only one she has ever known. now all she wants, more than anything, is to find her way home.

So.. well.. That's basically the synopsis i took from the back of the book. Hahah.. but yeah. This is the latest book that I've been reading. I'm so craving for another book to read now. y the way.. Have you ever wonder where do the lost things go? Haha.. Then read this book to find out. Really nice. :) Well.. in the end.. Sandy Shortt managed to find her way back.. All is a mystery still to how did things just go missing right under your nose.. :)






Well.. mine is the pink one. Hahaha.. >.<


Cheers to everyone reading this as well to Cecelia Ahern for writing such marvelous book. :)

Happy Birthday!!

XX Well.. July 7th.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY to.. CAYMAN! :)


Happy birthday gal.. May all your wishes come true :)




and Cheers from me.. >.<

Another day..

XX Alright. I haven't been blogging for this past few days.. So.. here's a short entry anyway. Been a lil' upset. Bout what I do not know. Been having sleepless nights as well.. So yeah I guess I'm kinda looking like a walking zombie? Ahaha.. Nope. I don't. I still manage to sleep err.. until late mornings. Yeah. But that does not help me. :( Anyway.. it's a Happy belated Birthday to Andrew here. His birthday was yesterday where I guess they went to MidValley to celebrate his birthday. :) Anyway.. Ah.. I'm so tired. Lol. Gotta run. Ciaoz..


More cheers from me by the way. >.<

Greatest Story Ever Told by Oliver James

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are

If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
tonight

I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch, it soothes me
It's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile
you know I'd die for
oh baby
you're all i need

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much i really need you
did I tell you that I love you
tonight

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much I really need you
did I tell you that I love you tonight




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Listening to: Oliver James - Greatest Story Ever Told
via FoxyTunes

Hokkien Lang!

XX Lol. Yeah.. Recent reads of mine.. My friend's blog. He posted this.. Something he found.. Lol. And gosh.. I'm a hokkien but the way I read that blog was.. Gosh! What an embarrassment! Really! Lol. If my father finds out how I can't even read those hokkien words.. Or read it until like I'm some Guai Lou.. Gosh. He'll be furious. hahaha.. alright.. Maybe not that furious thought.. Lol. Anyway.. But it's worth the read if you understand hokkien. :) haha.. It's funny.. And my oh my.. You should hear the way I read it!! Hahaha.. Really.. And I can bet that you'll laugh your heart out. Lol. xD By the way.. I know how to listen to what people is speaking in Hokkien but I cannot speak fluently in Hokkien. =S How sad. But yeah I do understand what people are talking about. :) So anybody out there care to read that blog out for me? Hehe.. Cheers..


Check the blog out. :)
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What A Girl Wants

XX Alright.. Blame me for being outdated.. But this is what I've watched recently and all I can say is.. It's really a nice movie!! Really!! Gosh.. Not to add.. That Oliver James is so CUTE!! Lol. Gosh.. He looks so much more cute here in this movie.. Lol. OMG.. Hahaha.. Yes.. I AM totally.. TOTALLY mad about him. (I think) Hahaha.. Gosh.. Really. Oliver James is just so cute.. Okies.. Enough about the guy.. haha.. But there's not much of him in this movie compared to Raise Your Voice. Anyway.. I know.. This movie has been out since.. 2003. I'm outdated. Alright. Sheesh.. =S


Well.. In short.. This movie is about Daphne Reynolds (Bynes) has what every girl wants--or so it seems. This young American girl has a unique style all her own, an unconventional but loving relationship with her Bohemian mother Libby (Preston) and a future full of possibilities. But despite her remarkable promise, Daphne feels incomplete. She dreams of one day meeting the father she’s never known, the man Libby loved deeply seventeen years ago, but ultimately left behind because his aristocratic family found her unsuitable. Determined to live out her fantasy of forging a storybook relationship with her long-absent dad, Daphne, on an impulse, gets a flight to London, where she quickly discovers that her father is a high profile politician Lord Henry Dashwood (Firth). Henry opens his life and his social calendar to the daughter he never knew existed, but Daphne’s appearance in his high society creates an uproar that threatens to undermine his political career. Not wanting to jeopardize his campaign for an upcoming election, Daphne stifles her naturally vibrant personality, refashions herself as a proper debutante and plunges into a whirlwind of British social events. But even with Henry’s support, she’s not getting any help from his conniving fiancée or her jealous daughter, who are bent on ruining Daphne at every turn.

With the aid of Ian (James), a charming and society-savvy local musician, Daphne attempts to prove that love, along with proper etiquette, can conquer all. But Daphne soon realizes she doesn’t like the person she’s becoming in the process. As much as she wants to be her father’s daughter, she realizes it's not worth it if she can’t be herself. She goes back home but Henry realizes how much he loves Daphne and goes to find her.The film ends with Daphne's mother officially getting married to Daphne's father. Daphne also becomes Ian's girlfriend and she goes to College at Oxford so she can be near him. They move into Henry's house.











Ok.. Not exactly in short but I got it from somewhere. Did not know how to put all in words. Lol. Anyway.. I don't want to write too long for fear some people might get dizzy eyes when they read this.. And they might be thinking.. OMG.. There's so many words! How am I going to read this? Lol. So try to enjoy a short clip of the trailer of "What A Girl Wants" :)

The Trailer "What A Girl Wants"

ps : Oliver James is totally, so super darn CUTE!!