When I Grow Up by Pussycat Dolls

Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy)
And you don’t care what they say
See, every time you turn around
They screamin' your name

[Verse 1]
Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I’d do anything
Anything at all for the boys to notice me

[Bridge]
But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
But be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
But you just might get it
But You just might get it

[Verse 2]
They used to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the TV
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far

[Bridge]
But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see, when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

[Verse]
I see them staring at me
Oh I'm a trendsetter
Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me
'Cause I'm a hot topic
I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

[Hook x2]
Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Cheers!
oo catchy song :D

XX Gah.. Boring day at work now.. zZz I am now very naughty.. Online here when I should be working. Lol. Hmmm.. Really.. I don't know what to do already besides drawing boxes on the white board for my father. Lol. Yeah my father is not in so.. :) Hehe.. Naughty me. Anyway.. Nothing much for me to blog now. I was wondering should I put up some pictures instead..

Who wants me to put what pictues?? Anybody?? Lol

Cheers >.<

XX Okies.. Here goes my post for tomorrow.


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU DEAR!! :D


Yeah It's my 1 year anniversary with him. :) Thank you baby for filling my life with so much happiness.. I am so happy to have you X)

Err.. Okies.. Well.. I'm not much of a person that will post everything here.. But I'll try to load some nice pictures of us for you people's eyes alright.. Hahaha.. Till then.. Ciaoz :)

Taken @ a bus stop

TARC Prom 2008

A recent picture

PS : I Love You!!

Jolie-Pitt Family

XX Check out the Jolie-Pitt babies! :) Gorgeous!

Enjoy the pictures >.<
























Oh sorry bout the pictures but I do not know how to adjust them properly. But still please enjoy the pictures.. :)

Bad results

XX Now can anyone tell me. What to do with the LOUSY results a got. Sad. Sigh. I'm still sad now. Yeah. Checked my results online on Monday. Really. Bad. How?? That's why I am lost and confused. I already feel damn bad about the results I get. Sigh. Anyway.. I'm just looking forward to this Friday that's all :) Yeah I can still manage a smile :)

So now I'm just lost somewhere and really figuring out what to do and what is the best option for me. Ciaoz.


It's always cheers from me to people who read this. Cheers.

Beijing Olympic 2008

XX Oh gosh I seriously need to blog. Lol. Seriously. I haven been able to find the time to blog nowadays.. As the computer I got at home and at work are always unavailable to me.. Lol. =/ Anyways.. I should have blogged on the 8th of August but.. No. I did not.. Sobs.. Sobs.. Sobs.. :(

Anyway.. To save myself from all that sadness.. I'll include here many amazing pictures of the BeiJing Olympic 2008 Grand Opening Ceremony :) It's really amazing to see so many people involve in making that opening a success. So many people.. So many amazing performances.. It's all totally awesome and beautiful.. :) Imagine so many people to make this event successful, all those teamwork and coordinations you'll need.. and all the performances are so well coordinated!! Cheers to China!! :)

the logo plus the mascots..

Bei Jing Huan Ying Ni

the ''bird nest''

and the amazing display of fireworks.. all around beijing as well :)

and of course the performances

Last but not least.. one I like most : -

human structure of the ''bird nest''

It's so amazing to watch!! With the advance of technology and the amazing lights effect.. PLUS!! the human structure of the stadium!! That is totally awesome.. :) Wow.. :D


So now it's time look out for the results.. :) good luck to all countries participating ;D

Cheers!!

Office Blues

XX Oh Gosh.. I'm feeling bored in the office.. All I do is data entry work and of course learn some new stuff.. Lol. Plus my pay is not bad.. :) *winks* Hahahaha.. Anyway.. I'm just dropping this short post for now.. til then..

Toodles~

Better in Time by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

MEMORI

乓! [关门声]

刚刚从唱片公司回来的我关上门, 抛掉钥匙, 扭开收音机, 然后, 懒洋洋的躺在长沙发上, 深思.

五年前的一家咖啡厅里. (注: 2003年)

[搅拌咖啡的小汤匙触碰玻璃咖啡杯的声音]

“我明天下午会回巴黎. 可能不再回来了….” 芊雪说道.

“为什么? 你和他交往了八年…你真的舍得放下?”我紧张的追寻答案.

“问题不在于我们交往多久, 感情就很稳定. 而是, 我根本不是他要找的那个人. 我想, 我是在错的时间遇到对的他; 而他, 却在对的时间遇到错的我吧...” 芊雪冷静地回答到.

我沉默了许久.

她继续说到: “我很努力的维持这段感情. 只是我发觉…我们真的不适合走在一起. 勉强在一起只会让双方更痛苦而已…反正, 哭也哭过了; 痛也痛过了, 何不潇洒一点离开这里呢…”

她握起我的手, 望着我, 像是看出的想法似得, 又说到: “威尔, 谢谢你陪伴我走过失恋的日子. 我相信像你这么好的男人一定可以找到属于你的幸福. 我会衷心祝福你…”

她的意思是…她不可能接受我吧…

我又沉默.

她要走了. 差一点成为我的女人的她真的要走了…

我想, 怪就怪在我们真的选择在错的时间遇到错的人…而让我们抓不住幸福的那一刻...

[差一点]

回想起, 我陪她走过失恋日子的时光…我很重视她, 也很努力的不让她回忆起伤心事. 不过, 最终…她还是选择离开了这里…

[时光倒流一年前] (注: 2002年)

[手机铃声响起]

“威尔, 待会我们十二点一起用餐吧! 不要忘咯!” 电话那端传来了芊雪的声音.

虽然每一次的约会都是她糊涂的忘了时间, 我还是不埋怨她. 所以我都在约会时间提早三小时到达她居住的公寓楼下等她..

我手里都会拿一束玫瑰花送给她. 心里盘算着怎样打发星期天时间. 我想, 吃完饭就先看场电影吧…然后下午茶就去喝奶茶; 再到游乐园玩个痛快; 傍晚就吃晚餐; 之后呢…就到购物广场血拼, 这可是大多数女人在不开心的时候最喜欢的消遣了. 最后, 我会在月光下漫步陪她回家…这…应该会很烂漫…呵…

女人呀…女人…也像天气一样, 阴晴不定. 这一刻, 她可以向你露出阳光般的笑容对你哈哈大笑; 下一刻, 她则可以像阴暗的天气对你冷漠. 这时的我只好拿出自创的笑话逗她开心. 不到几分钟, 她就雨过天晴, 露出彩虹般的笑容对我笑, 还称赞我的幽默才华. 这时的我非常有满足感.

想到这, 我笑了. 从我认识她这几年来, 我竟然像个傻瓜一样痴情的爱她, 等她. 而她,会把我放在第几号的傻瓜呢…? 我想,爱情是盲目的吧…你爱她, 自然会对她付出一切. 我们男人啊…真是败在女人的石榴裙下…

[石榴裙下]

她失恋的这一年里, 对她来说, 是最痛苦的日子. 所以, 在她寂寞的时候, 我都尽量陪伴着她; 在她想哭的时候, 我给她肩膀依靠. 看她这么痛苦, 我也很心痛… 为什么她就不能让自己快乐一些, 或展开一段新恋情, 接受我呢…我很疑惑…她是不是只当我是朋友, 从来没想过要把我升级成为男朋友…还是…我就是她最渴望的寄托…?

我想, 当一年的临时情人也不错吧…至少, 在她无助的生活里曾出现过我的影子. 我不敢渴望我对她的情感, 更不想问她对我的感觉. 我觉得只要此时此刻我能待在她身边就足够了…

“威尔, 我真搞不懂你, 为什么会同情芊雪! 你忘了当初她是怎么拒绝你和那男的在一起吗? 人家失恋碍了你呀, 你还愿意陪她走! 你真笨啊!” 好友, 麦可这样说道.

也许…这世界上…真的只有我才那么笨, 愿意做她的临时情人, 为她竭尽我所能…

[临时情人]

[继续于搅拌咖啡的小汤匙触碰玻璃咖啡杯的声音]

“威尔, 你怎么了? 怎么不出声呢?” 芊雪一问, 唤醒了我所有的思绪.

“哦! 没什么. 其实, 我很高兴能认识你这位好朋友. 我也衷心祝福你找到属于自己的幸福.” 我笑着说道, 试图掩盖我不舍的心情.

“谢谢你. 那…我以咖啡代酒敬你一杯吧.” 说完, 她便拿起咖啡杯, 继续说道: “希望我们都能找到属于自己的幸福, 也为彼此祝福, 更愿我俩的友谊永远长长久久, 有福同享, 有难同当!”

我压抑着失望的心情, 面带笑容, 拿起咖啡杯, 说道: “对! 祝我们俩友谊万岁! 干杯!”

“干杯!”

[两杯玻璃咖啡杯触碰的声音]

我们俩相视而笑.

她的爱情是时候结束了…就让我这位临时情人好人做到底, 陪她走到最后吧! 我想, 做不成情人, 起码还可以做朋友. 更何况. 做朋友的我们不会分手, 而是另类的长廂廝守.

是的…友谊万岁…只好这样安慰自己, 欺骗自己了…

[友谊万岁]

[新闻记者报道新闻的声音]

“您好. 这里是天台电视台为您播报最新的新闻. 今天下午从马来西亚飞往巴黎的班机, RT1234因飞机引擊出现了故障, 不幸的堕落在罗马尼亚一带的森林里. 估计, 机上大部分的乘客包括飞机师和空姐甚至技术人员都不幸的身亡. 仅有五位的幸存者是……”

看着电视新闻, 仔细听着播报员所读出的名字. 我彻底崩溃了…

五年后…(注:回到现实生活2008年)

[电台DJ声音]

“接下来将为你播出七月份的原创大使, 黄威尔的[Memori]. 词曲创作也是来自黄威尔…”

[Memori]

收音机那端传来了我写的歌…

听着这首我为她而写的歌, 令我回忆起了她. 她离开这里也有五年了…我还是忘不了她, 和她在一起的日子还很新鲜的全存档在我的记忆里, 让我难以忘怀.

我很感谢上天赐给她和我的这一段美好回忆. 我会把这属于我们的回忆好好的收藏着, 宁愿沉默也不会再提起…

我抹掉男儿泪, 站起身, 走回卧室, 躺下.

我想, 我对她的爱是时候停止在这里… 也是时候收藏起来了…

[MEMORI]

写故事的人：蓝莹

Tagged again :(

Sheesh.. Tagged again.. This time by Hsu Yan.. =.=


1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- What will I do?? Dump him and make my life greater :)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Err.. Living happily ever after with my lover.. ;P

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- By the beach or country side.. (That is IF I ever wanna get married)

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- A little here and there, now and then..

5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Someone who will accept me for who I am and will love me with all his heart <3

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Both :)

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- I don't have to wait

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Leave him alone

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Err.. Nope. Not really..

10. What are you doing now?
- Facebook-ing and Blogging

11. Is being tagged fun?
- Personally I don't find it really fun.

12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- Having a stable job as an Architect. Maybe..

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- him, my family and my friends

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Haha.. Funny, pretty, gets freak out easily :P

15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- Single and rich.. :D

16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- Open my eyes and stretch

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
- No. I would leave 1/10 of love for myself.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Umm.. Hard question.. Err.. Think I'll remain friends with both yet I'll just follow my heart ;)

19. What type of friends do you like?
- Fun, Outgoing, Spontaneous, Accepts me for who I am

20. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Back-stabbers

I tag........
- Cayman
- Chee Peng
- Angela
- Tomoko
- and People Reading this.. :)


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